i guess i shud post this in THIS xanga too...

Holy shit, best friggin day! I was talking to Ryan around 3 and I got an idea. So i go and ask my dad if he'll drive me to Staten Island. Weirdest thing- he says yes. So he drives me to Ryan's house- AND I PET HIS TREE! We call Tom. Tom, Olga, Nicole and Timmy come over. We end up all going to Tom's house to watch a movie.

Oh shit, Tom's mom walked in on me and him making out on his bed. Well we watched the movie. And Tom showed me just how much he knows about pressure points. Shit, you should have seen me. I'm surprised I could even walk to goto the car when my dad picked us up. Well now I have the hicky from hell. Haha. SO my dad drove me, Olga and Nicole home. And here I am.

Guess what I saw? A star. Just this one star. One single star.

Burning, watching us. One single star.

I <3 Tom so much...

desirees obsessed with alex. alex is obsesed with desiree. how cute

timmy left

the cd ended

too late to call anyone

im in one of those hopelessly suicidal moods

i wanan die

i stole this concept from my old old xanga which i stol from nikki who stole it from kris

1. my name is katherine anna recker
2. people call me katie
3. i am 13 years old
4. and poser english
5. trust is hard to earn and easily broken
6. chelsea doesnt trust me
7. neither does alex
8. i dont trust chelsea
9. im listening to bush
10. and downing coke
11. i still friggin hate sean kelleher
12. glen kicks ass
13. my closest friends are olga nicole ryan and tom
14. i have a secret and so does brooke
15. i told brooke and only brooke my secret
16. brooke told me and only me her secret
17. i just skipped track 7 cos it was boring the hell outa me
18. i wouldnt fuck you for practice
19. i wonder if the biographies of danny and gregory kolm are up yet
20. most of my list has started with i
21. im just rambling now
22. and listening to bush
23. still
24. you are such a tuna bubble
25. our mild mannered snot bubble opens her trusty think-box
26. i changed the color scheme of my xanga today
27. cos everyone has a black xanga and its pissing me off
28. first everyones xanga was too depressing and nicoles was too cheerful and now theyre all black
29. grrrrrrrrr
30. gr
31. gavin rossdale
32. the unhot sex god
33. when abruzzo gives us a deranged psycho killer look and wiggles his finger at us it means 'do not linger'
34. he has a pulsating wart that stares at me all the time
35. gabriels hitting on me
36. he was in my dream
37. i killed him
38. and then i was killed
39. by alex
40. again
41. 41
42. this is the land of the living
43. this is the land of reprisal
44. i was crying the other day cos i was reading my old xanga
45. and it made me cry
46. ::cries::
47. ::not really crying::
48. theres a fire in the apartment building down the block
49. i wanna listen to razorblade suitcase
50. cos it kicks ass
51. and the title is genius
52. i spelled genius wrong on a test and got 5 points taken off
53. that bitch
54. i forget what my first xanga was
55. track 10 is annoying me
56. my engine is with you
57. i like the word cobalt
58. and alabaster
59. i was gonna use alabaster in my poem but it didnt make sense so i used ashen instead
60. and i was dubbed jessika
61. and the ruler of the galaxy
62. and the master of pop punk
63. come to think of it, ashen doesnt make sense either
64. unless u bleach his face
65. ::bleach::
66. i constantly look words up in the aol dictionary even if i know what they mean just so i can read the dictionary definition
67. like grind
68. and bacchanalia
69. 69
70. 5 : to rotate the hips in an erotic manner (as in a burlesque striptease)
71. that was the definition for grind
72. i wish i had a watermelon
73. and a shotgun
74. i just added a whole bunch of definitions
75. then got rid of em
76. im gonna make a list of definitions
77. random definitions
78. to define- 4 a : the action or the power of describing, explaining, or making definite and clear
79. i forgot how long this cd is
80. by the way is a long cd too
81. and it SUCKS
82. sorry
83. had ta say that
84. anyways
85. um
86. i dunno
87. i pet ryan's tree
88. ryan pet the tree
89. several times
90. hurrah for ryan!
91. my hair is tangled
92. your mom is tangled
93. i finally said your mom on my list!
94. hurrah for your mom!
95. ive been pigging out
96. ::puke::
97. yecch
98. im BORED
99. ive mentioned sean kelleher ONCE on this list, not counting this one
100. yo momma

sorry i freaked out the other day. damn is that what it takes to get comments? a breakdown?

well theres no school today. hurrah. yesterday was halloween. yay. hung out wif nikki. first we went and saw max. then we went and hung out wif glen. and i set things on fire. and flashed cars. to make everything better, i have no school today. yay. and im in a boring english mood so im listening to golden state for the first time in months. and my moms outa the house so its loud. hurraahh. i remember this cd... and this song. the cd came out in october 2001 and i bought i RIGHT away. and i have one of the only cds that says terrorist on it . cos of september 11th, they remixed headful of ghosts just a lil bit after it came out and took out the word terrorist (cos they wanted airplay)and rereleased the cd. i feel so special

gavin rossdale is a sex god. it doesnt matter that he isnt hot. hes still a sex god. although i USED to thnk he was really hot... but not anymore . but hes still a sex god

im supposed to goto karinas party today. im too lazy and tired to. sigh. theres nothing to do. no ones home. my friggin mom took my phone away last night cos she caught me on the phone a few days ago. grrr

jorge likes me. weirdo. he was asking for me. weirdo. how old is he?

ugg. my mom came home and i went to get coke. i lost my flow. nothing else to write. sigh